Let Go

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PUZZLE

We have a puzzle. No, We used to have a puzzle.

We need a really hard work to complete it.

When it is almost complete, sometimes the wind broke it down.

Sometimes the pieces lost.

And sometimes we get bored to pay an attention to this puzzle.

I used to said this "This puzzle may not perfect. But, the effort to keep and complete it, will become the best effort I ever did, with you."

Now, we are not only lost some pieces of this puzzle.

May be you didn't realize it.

May be it is too late for me to realize it.

But, the fact is we've lost the whole puzzle.

No, we didn't lost it.

It is OK if this puzzle never gonna be complete.

But, I'll not throw this 'uncompleted puzzle' to the trash-can.

Because it used to be my pride, it used to be my favorite and it is MY EVERYTHING.

I put this puzzle in a box, certain box.

Put the box in a special place.

Sometimes I miss it so much,

When I can't hold it, I'll come to the box.

But I don't want to get hurt by looking inside.

I try to not open the box.

I try to let the puzzle stay inside.

With its last condition, uncompleted.

Because we are too weak to fix it up.

Because we are too selfish to keep it.

Because you have no passion on it anymore.

Because there is another wonderful puzzle.

Because I always follow my anger.

Because I'm too tired to hold everything.

I'm sorry.

Well, Finally...
This is the end of your effort, my effort, ours. :')

CAPTURED

Hi guys, i'm going to share you some pictures. This is about my house, DOVE. And we name it DOVELOPMENT. I actually have so many memories with my LOVELY house DOVE. 

These are the chosen. :) 

This is the logo of my house. It is white. Really soft, but with strong ideology there. 

This picture is taken when the first time we use our jacket.

I love this picture because the sun shine behind them.

Look so chubby. Too close up. =.=

Yup, she is Sirrulah. We call her TANTE actually. The most cheerful person in my house I think. She is really funny. you can see it through this pic, right? She is like our mom a true girl. :)

Two of them are really hyperactive. Seems like they can enjoy their life well. Kimbus always has happy face, and Febhin will also has happy face if Kimbus around her. :p (they are like a twin)

This is Kimbus without T-shirt. At his sweet seventeenth birthday.

He is the eldest in my house. Black and white to decrease some ambiguous thing. 

Believe me, he didn't really sing. Just kind of his alibi to take some pic with me. 

He's my truly brother. :)

A great musician did this. ICAN, CAN-CAN, UCUN. Candra Aditya.

(from left to right) Queen, Princess, and the King of Dovelopment.

Kiki read the newspaper seriously, while waiting for Ody's 17th birthday celebration.

May be this kid was frustrated at that time. Pandu, no no, AFIF.

Although his full name is Afif Pandu Abdalla.

I dont know,  for me pandu is like another person, not him.

At ICAN's birthday. Look so handsome, everyone says that. :)

Yeah, we're jumping flying. Unfortunately it wasn't clear. Emak / Titin / The Queen hold the camera, and she forgot to change the 'auto focus' button. It's ok mak, everyone did mistake. :p

Really love this picture, unfortunately Nisa' and Nopret wasn't there.

We are Srikandi Dove. We love each other, although sometime things between us goes wrong.

Hopefully this family will be last forever.

remember my story at 6 October 2012?

He's the Arjuna.

She is NOPRET (novi retno). Very beautiful, isn't she?

 She used to be a quite girl and change to a Funny, Cheerful, and "Endel" girl.

Kimbus is always cool. And he also always looks like a psychopath

See what is on his hand.

Some people are missing on the previous picture. But don't worry, here we are.

DOVELOPMENT

(Joevandi, Amin, Bustomi, Rizki, Candra, Afif, Rahadyan)

(Novi, Mega, Angel, Azmi, Febrin, Titin, Vidya, Sirrulah, Anisa', Diyant)

We are family. I know that people will grow up and change.

But, if you don't mind, please keep your love to this family.

Because if you realize it,  'till this breath, they are the one who love you no matter what.

My Life is Mine

I love to live my life with so many friends. These are my beloved close friends in Junior High, Nana, Dara, Oon, Mas Shelby, Mas Sam, Fahmi, Ila, Ana, Afif, and Odim. Those people are really meant to me. Sometimes, I think it is enough for me to only have them and my family in my life, without anyone else.

They make me happy, their laugh, their jokes, their voices and also their anger. Make me miss them every time. My life is a puzzle, and they are some pieces of it. So, if I loss them, mean that my life won’t be complete. But, they always remind me that life isn’t only about them, not also about me and another person also.

I just realize that I’m too dependent on them, when I need to separated with them. I got my self really hard to survive. I can’t find anyone else to be my close friend at first because I’m looking for someone who is really same with them although I know, it is almost impossible to find. All I do was wrong, make my self too dependent to them isn’t good. I need to respect their life as my best friend, but if I do that, means that I’m not respecting my own life.

Too dependent to other isn’t good, because your life is your life, not theirs. Don’t use them as the center of your life, because they are not stable. Friendship can be change, time by time your friend will find someone or something else which is more important than you. If you are too dependent on them, and if it happens, your life will be broken.