Dormitory Fighter

     Saturday, 9th February was the first day I met them. The extraordinary children which live around my dormitory. I really put my hope upon their parents. Why? 

     This is the way they get here. My friends and I are the member of DORMITORY FIGHTER. I do call it like that because, we have to do our community service at dormitory. At first, the subject is the staff, and security. And it was really hard, because most of them don't have much time to sit and learn English together with us. Some of them have to finish their job, and some wanna go home. Because of it, the member of this program is decreasing time by time. Until there's no one stay.

    Then the captain of DORMITORY FIGHTER got an idea. 2 weeks before Saturday, 9th February. He asked us to discuss if we want to change the subject. May be we can give some utilitarian lesson to Tlogowaru People, we try to spread English  not only inside dormitory, but also outside. Then we went around, we propose it to Pak Lurah, RW, and even RT. We need their help get some information about this region. That was the first trial, and it didn't work.

    Actually, I'm not sure that we could make it work. But MEMED, the captain always cheer us up. We keep working on this project, looking for the children who need our help in order to increase their ability in English. We visit their home, unfortunately the children were at school, their parents met us and ask us about this program. We told them that we will help their child to study English, they gave a really good response. But, honestly I still put a doubt upon them. I'm afraid if they can't make their child come to us. We already got some parents's signature, we only need to wait their sons and daughters come to us at the next Saturday, at 9th of February.

    Then I realize, I shouldn't put a doubt to the parents. Because they really did what they already told to us, they ask their child to come to this dormitory. And here they are...

   So glad to see this part, it was a way different with my first thought. They are really active, and some of the are too active, and call it talkative. Hehe. This multipurpose room became so crowded at that time. Full of their joy.

    We divide the group based on their class, and hopefully I can give a hand to 6th grade student. This camera caught the bashfulness through their face. That is Me, Robik, Devi, and Zulva. I like them, and I hope they do like me.

ELEMENTARY STUDENTS GROUP

I'm so glad, and This is the thing called SELF-SATISFACTION.

Keep your work, DORMITORY FIGHTER !

 

Saturated

I dunno what to do with this subject.

Dear Albert Einstein,
Would you like to gimme a little piece of your brain sir?
Just for doing this physics problem.
Please please please

10 Things about ME

I love Miss Kyky and the way she teaches us.
I dont know exactly what she wants,
May be to practice our speaking ability.

What I know is... she asked us to think about our uniqueness.
look into our self is so much harder than look into others.
even if we do it with the mirror. :)

watch out about the things that probably unique about this self.

1. Somethings I love. (I love 'Ridiculous' word, I love Cow, I love Yellow, I love You)
2. The way I got "Sukma" on  my name
3. I like to use my socks first, than my uniform
4. I cry, not only when I feel sad, but also when I get mad.
5. When I late to get up, I will directly get up from my bed and walk to the bathroom.
6. I would prefer to wait rather than begin
7. I will stay awake 'till night, or even morning when I get stressed
8. and I also will sleep very early, when I get stressed
9. I never play under the rain
10. Can't sleep well with kapok bed

if we see our self for one, two or three second,

we will only  find a small part of it.

if we can see our self deeply,

we will found something really good inside it.

A Marvel from The Magic Sentences

Senior high school is my new world. It was totally new. I should walk away from my comfort zone, far away from my great save area. I have to obey the rule and I should live with some strangers in a weird place. I call it as dormitory. Everyone seems so cruel and individualist at first, my room is also very different with my previous one, isn’t a roomy room, and one worse thing is I should share it with another 5 students. Unfortunately, they gave me bad first impression. And it was succeed on make me under pressure of being their roommate.

We lived together, but we have our own life and world. No talk, no laugh and even no smile. I need to change it I thought, I want them to stand up together with me. But, how can I do that if I couldn’t make my own feet stand up at that time. I got the point, so if I want to change it all, firstly I should make my self strong enough.

When I try it out, it was not as easy as it seem. I can’t do that by my self. I need other person to help me. I usually have my super best friends beside me. But, if you still remember, I was far away from my comfort zone at that time. I need to help my self by myself. No matter how hard it is, I still keep trying. And still, it isn’t working. I fell down, again, again, and again. Finally I cried.

I couldn’t stop crying for three days, and then I decided to call my perfect two. They are my mom and dad. I know it was also really hard for them to let me live far away from them. But they were still trying to make me calm. Actually my mother didn’t do it well. I know what she felt was as same as I felt. She was as sad as me, because I still could hear her panic and worried voice there. But my father did.

He successfully made me calm, with his unique funny style. He told me some joke so I laughed while I’m crying. Yeah, he makes me stand whenever I’m down, and he makes me walk even though I can’t make my feet move. He acted as a professional motivator at that time, with his magic sentences I could make my thought came true. I could change my self. I could make my feet stand up strongly. And if I fall down again, I’ll remember the thing his said “You are the one who should adapt with your environment, because you can’t force it to adapt to you. But remember, you can still control it.” Then those magic sentences will magically raise me up, up, up and up.

That Was Not GOOD at All

bad Saturday, i didn't use my day maximally.

start my day with some babble with Srikandi Dove,

but suddenly an Arjuna Dove was coming then ruin everything, :p

(why do Arjuna always ruin on Srikandi's life?)

we talked about our junior's attitude. haha

act like we are a good seniors. :p

then, I attended English Department meeting with Nizam and others.

well, i think those were the only nice two things I did this morning.

the other, i just watched movie on my laptop.

I already finished 4 tittles of movie this morning.

while there were so many things I should do, that much more important than that.

and i kept on delay to do it all.

oh God, help me to get my better life, 

Skyscraper

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, has it's ending,
like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like, 
there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have 
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
 to watch me while I bleed
All my windows, still are broken,
but I'm standing on my feet

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

COOL

Well, this is only a short posting.
I want to inform you that, form now on...
my Blog is going to be a better blog. hehe
because, i will post at least 4 article every month.

WELCOME TO MY PROJECT...

Curly Cute Black Lovely Nice Girl

CRAZY...
I have 5 roommate.
I'll tell you about the "WEIRD" one.

Titin Aprilia Wulandari, just call her NDARI.
(titincupril.blogspot.com)
but, ssssst... she wants us to call her JESSICA or CLARA.
=.=

the girl that really obsessed to have long straight hair.
haha... her hair is so CURLY.
moreover, its not long anymore, because she should cut it for PASKI.
how pity she is.... :(

I like to have fun with her,
because she is so RIDICULOUS, more than me. haha
it is totally different with the first impression of her.
it seems like she is so AROGAN.

the easiest one to be affected. :P

hopefully, we'll be become a roommate for THREE YEARS....
amiiiin....

What's Amazing?

I've choosen by some Amazing persons,
as an Amazing girl,

they let me get this Amazing schoolarship. (by PT HM SAMPOERNA)

so, right here... right now...

I study in an Amazing school. (SMAN 10 MALANG)

I live in an Amazing dormitory. (DORM SAMPOERNA ACADEMY MALANG)

I should do so many Amazing activities.

I live with some Amazing persons.

(more over my Amazing ROOMATE and HOUSEMATE )

and what is the Amazing feeling I always feel here?

The Amazing feeling is,

I always feel that I'm Amazing.

because they have their Amazing way to make me feel that Amazing feeling.

thanks to...

my INCREDIBLE and PERFECT God... the ONE and ONLY

my EXCELLENT parents... my PERFECT two

my GREAT sister...

my VERY GOOD bestfriends... 5finger, hope we'll always together.

my LOVELY PUSHER... :D hope you'll always be.

and also... to MY SELF.