Listen to Colour

Neil Harbisson, Listen to the COLORS

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How to Make My Dream Come True (JOURNAL)

The Date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I want to be a tax official,

That’s why; I don’t have a big want to have college in other country.

I want to continue my study at STAN.

But, my other dream is to be a dentist.

Because those two things have a same portion, so it makes me confuse.

Which major I should take.

My want to go aboard is only 50%.

And it is so dangerous.

Because, if we have two things,

we must choose one of them,

so  we can focus on it.

For now, I still don’t know which one I should choose,

But I’m sure; later on I will get the best thing for my life.

To make that dream comes true, I not need to do too much things.

I just need to chase and believe on it.

With all of my efforts, with all of my ability, with all of my chances that God has already given to me,

With all of my patient, with all troubles, with all helps,

With all supports and also with all tears

And the important one is, with all of my will.

Because, if I don’t have a will, all of them will be nothing. :D

My Own Way to Study (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

When I was in elementary school, and junior high, I did my study if there is homework or a test. Actually until now, I still do that. But, fortunately and unfortunately my teachers always give me homework. It’s mean that I have to study every day

When I have test, it’s mean that I should memorize some matter form my lesson, according to me my ability in memorizing something is not so good. It should be a sign first, and then I can remember the other part. So, I try the find a way that can give me the sign.

I haven’t got it yet, until I followed a test. The aim of this test is, to make us know, in which way our study will be optimal. And the result is, I’m a visual. So, it will be easier for me if I study with picture or color. I make the place, the picture or the color as the ‘pancingan’.

I can get the thing that the teacher explain to me, but I can’t remember it if I’m not repeat it. So, I should study again at dorm.

There are so many activities at dorm. So, I only have limited time to study. Usually, I will finish my other work except study first. Such as, washing my cloth, make tidy my room and do my homework. If I already finished all of them, I’ll study bout the lesson that I’ll get in the next day. But, I do it if I still have enough strength. If I already very sleepy, I’ll go to bed. Because, I think it will be useless if I force my self to study while I feel sleepy, I’ll get nothing from it. So, if I’ll go to bed early. And then try to get up early morning in order to study.  But, usually I’m afraid I can’t get up early, so for preparation, before going to bed, I will read some matter first, so I’ll not be a blind student when the teacher explain to me at the next day.

“Want to make my parents happy with the entire thing I do.

Specially proud of my achievement.

But, if I can’t make them happy,

at least I will not make them sad.”

So, I work hard in order to get good score, although sometimes there are some persons say that a score is not important. Because, it is the only way for my parents to see how far I understand the matter, how hard I study, and how is my condition in this school.

The One Who Inspires Me (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I ever knew a person. He lives in Bondowoso, he is about 48 years old. I know him well, although he isn’t perfect, but he is a very good person. He is such a humorist person, so he often makes his friend or anyone around him laugh. I think it is a kind of share the happiness, and only a few people can do that. We live in this world together with other person, right? I’m sure that we have our own opinion about other, whether it is good or not. If I see from my point of view, there are many persons who like him, because of his kindness.

When I was junior high student, I met him everyday. Its make me know what kind of person he is. He is a discipline person. He can manage his time very well. I never seen he works in a hurry. He always does it calmly, because he knows the time. Really want to be like that. He is often angry to me, because I’m his opposite. Haha. When he works in calm, I work in a hurry. When he works quickly, I work slowly. So, I often make him wait for me, because I’m late. Actually, I want to be like him, to be on time. But it is so hard. I’m still trying.

Talk about his anger. He can manage it too. He wouldn’t angry so sudden. He always remind me first, when I still repeat the thing that he doesn’t want me to do, he will angry to me. But not with high intonation, he just asks me to sit with him. Then he talks about many things with me. He often tells me about his story life. And he makes me understand about my mistakes. It is a good way for make me change my bad behavior.

He is so wise, discipline, patient, humorist, and also a kind person. He always works on his best. 

He is my father.

Every good thing he does, make me admire him. He inspires me to be a person that should lead our self. It’s mean that, I should make a good decision for my self. I try to being a discipline person, being a patient person, and being a nice person for other. It is a little bit hard, but it is also really good.

I’ll try with all my best, to be like him, even more I want to be better than him. J

Who I am and What I Want to be (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I’m vidya, 15 years old. I was born in Bondowoso on 24 February 1996. Actually, it’s hard for me to express who I am. But, I’ll try.

In ESL class, Mrs. Diah gave me a piece of paper that consists of some question. I should answer that question and each answer choice have different score. Then, the score will define me, in what side I should belong to. And the result is I include in half-positive side. Well, I agree with that, because I have some positive and negative side. For positive side, I’m a girl that really easy to forgive someone faults, I think I’m loyal and sometimes I can make my friend laugh with my foolish joke. For the negative side, I’m a pessimistic girl, I often can’t believe in my self for doing something that need big responsibility. But, right know, I just knew that I can do it. For example in get Sampoerna Academy scholarship. I believe that I can get it, and finally what? Finally I really get it. The other negative side of me is I’m very easy to cry. I cry to express my anger and my sadness. Fortunately, I have a lot of friends that understand me. They are including into the top five worth thing for me.

Here they are…

1.      God

2.      Parents (Family)

3.      Best Friend

4.      Teacher

5.      Friend

Right now, I live with a lot of friends in dorm, although it is very hard, but I like to live there. I can learn many things about life in this dorm. I just realized that, Life without my parents is really hard. But, I should survive. In this dorm, I learn more about share, discipline, respect and thankful. I’m sure that little by little, my negative side will be gone. Such now, I can believe in my self, and I can hold my tears to fall down, although, sometimes I still can’t do that. I can be more discipline; I always have plan for the thing what to do. But, it is still hard to realize it. hehe ^^v.

Well, with all negative and positive side that I have, I still do my best to reach my goals. My goals are… be a good girl, be a good Muslim, be a good friend, be a good leader, be a good student. If you ask me which one I have reached. My answer is NOTHING. Hahaha. I mean that all those things still in the process. So, sometimes I can be a good friend and sometimes I can’t control my self.

Beside those goals, I have the other want. But, it’s can change every time. Until now, I want to be a tax committee or a dentist.  But, tomorrow that wants may be change. May be tomorrow I want to be an English teacher, the next day I want to be a businesswoman or something else. I hope, I can reach my goals first. Because I think, if all my goals have reached, it will make me easier to get my want. Amen.

Have some sentences that I use for motivate my self, like a cheer for me. I often said it when I try to make my self calm down. Here they are…

“The day just started, it just the beginning.”

“Every day is hard, but every day will be past.”

“Do something important, forget the useless one.”

“Believe in God, Believe in you.”

Actually, I just want to tell you that, Vidya today is not same with Vidya in 2 months ago.

JOURNAL

 Here I will publish my 10th grade journal.

 When I was 10 grader student, I should collect my journal with a certain theme.

 We should write it down, and make this journal becomes very interesting.
 Make it colorful, unique or wahtever.

 And tonight, when I was walking around my laptop's file.

 I found them, Inside a folder titled "JOURNAL".

 Then I got an Idea to publish it all, with some additional picture.

 But, without putting any additional words.

 I wonder if I could compare this journal, to my post on this blog.

Dormitory Fighter

     Saturday, 9th February was the first day I met them. The extraordinary children which live around my dormitory. I really put my hope upon their parents. Why? 

     This is the way they get here. My friends and I are the member of DORMITORY FIGHTER. I do call it like that because, we have to do our community service at dormitory. At first, the subject is the staff, and security. And it was really hard, because most of them don't have much time to sit and learn English together with us. Some of them have to finish their job, and some wanna go home. Because of it, the member of this program is decreasing time by time. Until there's no one stay.

    Then the captain of DORMITORY FIGHTER got an idea. 2 weeks before Saturday, 9th February. He asked us to discuss if we want to change the subject. May be we can give some utilitarian lesson to Tlogowaru People, we try to spread English  not only inside dormitory, but also outside. Then we went around, we propose it to Pak Lurah, RW, and even RT. We need their help get some information about this region. That was the first trial, and it didn't work.

    Actually, I'm not sure that we could make it work. But MEMED, the captain always cheer us up. We keep working on this project, looking for the children who need our help in order to increase their ability in English. We visit their home, unfortunately the children were at school, their parents met us and ask us about this program. We told them that we will help their child to study English, they gave a really good response. But, honestly I still put a doubt upon them. I'm afraid if they can't make their child come to us. We already got some parents's signature, we only need to wait their sons and daughters come to us at the next Saturday, at 9th of February.

    Then I realize, I shouldn't put a doubt to the parents. Because they really did what they already told to us, they ask their child to come to this dormitory. And here they are...

   So glad to see this part, it was a way different with my first thought. They are really active, and some of the are too active, and call it talkative. Hehe. This multipurpose room became so crowded at that time. Full of their joy.

    We divide the group based on their class, and hopefully I can give a hand to 6th grade student. This camera caught the bashfulness through their face. That is Me, Robik, Devi, and Zulva. I like them, and I hope they do like me.

ELEMENTARY STUDENTS GROUP

I'm so glad, and This is the thing called SELF-SATISFACTION.

Keep your work, DORMITORY FIGHTER !

 

Let Go

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PUZZLE

We have a puzzle. No, We used to have a puzzle.

We need a really hard work to complete it.

When it is almost complete, sometimes the wind broke it down.

Sometimes the pieces lost.

And sometimes we get bored to pay an attention to this puzzle.

I used to said this "This puzzle may not perfect. But, the effort to keep and complete it, will become the best effort I ever did, with you."

Now, we are not only lost some pieces of this puzzle.

May be you didn't realize it.

May be it is too late for me to realize it.

But, the fact is we've lost the whole puzzle.

No, we didn't lost it.

It is OK if this puzzle never gonna be complete.

But, I'll not throw this 'uncompleted puzzle' to the trash-can.

Because it used to be my pride, it used to be my favorite and it is MY EVERYTHING.

I put this puzzle in a box, certain box.

Put the box in a special place.

Sometimes I miss it so much,

When I can't hold it, I'll come to the box.

But I don't want to get hurt by looking inside.

I try to not open the box.

I try to let the puzzle stay inside.

With its last condition, uncompleted.

Because we are too weak to fix it up.

Because we are too selfish to keep it.

Because you have no passion on it anymore.

Because there is another wonderful puzzle.

Because I always follow my anger.

Because I'm too tired to hold everything.

I'm sorry.

Well, Finally...
This is the end of your effort, my effort, ours. :')

The Lighter Side, The Darkest Side

      The almighty God is the even-handed. God give me a lot of things in this two weeks. If you ever feel the freshness of the rain, you may also ever feel the rough wind among them. God gives me the white, gives the black. Gives me bright, gives me the dark. Gives me the happiness and also its enemy. Sadness. I thank to God for the surprise at the beginning of this month. Painful enough to attack this heart, but also good enough to make this heart stronger. I don't know what is God's plan. But I wont stop trying to understand. Stop talking about the dark side. God also give me a plenty beautiful thing, My old friend, send me an email, which is really beautiful. He told me about everything happened while I'm not there with him, or may be I was there but I didn't realize that those beautiful thing was happening at that time. I really thank to God who gives this idea to him. Yeah, after the hurricane comes the rainbow.

What The Diversity Does

I love puzzle so much. I love their differences in shape, color and even the picture in every piece. I love the way they attach together to complete each other. I love the way they make a great shape or picture with they differences. Their diversity makes them looks good when they are together. Can you imagine? Just if every pieces of puzzle have the same picture on it. They won’t have a great picture even if they are together. This is a puzzle with different color and shape. Let’s see what they can do with their diversity.

See? Diversity is beautiful

Diversity makes us looks good together. That’s it. Everyone in this world lives with the diversity, whether they want it or not. But I think, most of people right now are very good in accepting the diversity. They can live together even if they have different cultures, religion and so on. This diversity helps them to know each other, to know the other world. If they want to live happily in the diversity, they should have a thing called ‘tolerance’. Tolerance is Diversity’s soul mate. Tolerance will make the diversity beautiful. Don’t try to separate them, the diversity and tolerance, even if it is only once, because it will destroy everything.

I have a story. It is about my best friend and I. Her name is Ana, her hometown is Bondowoso. So, it makes her really good on ‘Bahasa Madura’ which is her vernacular. And me, yes my hometown is also Bondowoso. But, both of my parents are come from another town, which have ‘Bahasa Jawa’ as their vernacular. So, it makes me follow them. I rarely use ‘Bahasa Madura’ at home because my father will be mad at me. I can speak on both language Java and Madura, but I’m not really understood if someone speaks in ‘bahasa madura’ very fast, while Ana can’t understand ‘Bahasa Jawa’ at all.

The funny moment is, when both of us visiting each other home. Ana will be confuse with the language used by my family and I. She often asks me about the meaning, and I explain it to her. This thing is always happen. Sometimes, she also imitates my family’s word and she tries to do it with the same accent. And it is really funny. I wish I could hear it right now. This thing is not only happen to her, but also me. I often ask her about what her family means, because I can’t understand some of their words. I love to be her friend. This diversity doesn’t disturb our friendship, and it never will.

Dare to be Better

I’m sitting here in front of my laptop, thinking about my resolution. I know that January is almost end. And the New Year is already gone. I know that I’m about too late to think about it right now. But, we are still using the word better late than never, right?

So guys, one of my resolutions for 2013 is to give some reparation for this heart. Just a little story, my heart got a little attack. Call it broken heart. ^^v so, in this New Year I would like to set my heart up. So, everything’s going to be brighter than before. I don’t know, this heart is really fragile last year. Make my tears fall down easily.

The second, I want to fix my life up. I will make it well-organized. So that, I will sincerely follow Miss Kadek advice for making list for my big rocks everyday. Actually I've done it since I was at grade ten. I always have a ‘to do list’ everyday. Anyway, the ‘to do list’ is only for help me. The point is how I do all the things I have planned before. So, in this 2013 I will make my self more discipline. And I’m also going to make the one more routine list, which is doing some sport. I’m gonna make a fact that I will not get in to the university with this high. Wish me luck.

And I’m going to increase my academic achievement. I just feel that I didn't give my best yet for this thing. Sometimes I felt I have given my best, but if I think about it again, yes I might give my best already but my friend’s best may be better than mine. So, what I have to do is to study harder, and work harder than I ever done before.

I don’t give any force to this self to do all of those resolutions. But ask my self politely if she wants to do it together with me. So we can have such a great team work to make this self greater than before.

Don't Forget The Way

What a wonderful year it is. After all issues that passed our ears. The “The end of the world” issue that made us completely worried. I wonder how the issue maker makes this issue become so famous and so wrong. There’s no one in this world know the time for this world to be wrecked.  So, I know that this issues won’t be come true, but is till worried about it somehow.

Well, I still thanks to the issue maker, because you make this New Year become a little bit more special than last year. Because it feels like we can pass the Big Question Mark, “Is it true the world will be done this year?”.  And fortunately the answer is, “No Guys, It’s not the end of the world!”.

All people blow their trumpet as the celebration of the New Year, the day the world didn’t go to pieces. The fire works are dancing in the sky, accompanied by so many huge wishes from every single soul in this world. Usually, we called it as resolution.

If we talk about resolution, I remember a book titled “Diary of Wimpy Kid”. On that book, more or less Greg said “Everyone busy with resolution to make them better, but I feel that my self is already good, so my resolution is to help everyone to be better”. I don’t know if it is real story or not, what I’m about to know is that everyone wants to be better day after day.

Be better is our destination. Most of us only think about the destination, not the way to get there. While, finding the way is the most important part to get a place. That’s why there a lot of people get failure to get there. If you want to be better, the first thing you should do is to look back. To see, the previous life of yours, take which is good and kick which is not. Than, repeat the goodness and replace the bad thing. That’s all.

E-Ticket for TransJakarta

Hello Miss Kyky, How is life? By the way I miss you already.

I have read 3 headlines that talk about E-ticket for TransJakarta. As we know, TransJakarta is one of public transportation which has about 350000 passengers everyday.  So that would be a long line to get into this kind of public transportation. Government always tries to give the best thing to their people, so they come up with this one more solution to make them easier to use this public transportation.

E-ticket is the solution. The government makes some corporation with five bank, they are BNI, BRI, BCA, Mandiri, and DKI Bank. The passenger can use their card from those banks to buy this e-ticket. For the one who didn’t have the card yet, they can buy the prime card at the locket. They only need to pass their card through a machine, so they don’t need to change their money with a paper ticket anymore. This system can make the line shorter because it runs faster. Right now, there only one corridor that provide this machine, the other will follow it.

I think this is a good idea, because there are some advantages from this system for both the government and the passenger. The government can save the small change a little bit more than they used to prepare before. And for the passenger, because it shorter the line, it makes the passenger more comfortable. It’s probably will increase the use of this public transportation. Beside that, this e-ticket also gives an advantage to the environment, because it reduces the use of paper. And it means that there will decrease the logging and it means we save the trees and it also means we save the earth. So, using this e-ticket is a good idea. I wish this system would be succeeded.

(really) Important to Read

I have an important thing to tell you guys.

It is related to my blog, this blog.

I have this blog since I was 14 years old.

So, if you read from my first written until my nowadays written,

You’ll see the differences.

I usually use this blog to write everything I feel when I feel it too hard to say.

Or, if it is too worth to save it by my self, so I’ll share it to all of you.

And guys, I also use this blog for my English task, called SPRING Project.

So, the thing I actually wanted to inform you is,

That I make 3 groups for those written.

The first is GPT,

this label contains my early written and some short written like this information.

The second is GettingStarted, inspired by Justin Bieber’s book,

this label contain my special written about everything that I want to share it.

And the last is SPRING,

this label contains my English task which are some articles or whatever that have a certain theme each month.

Thanks for read this, J

Keep reading this blog, and give comment please.

Best regards, Vidya.

Saturated

I dunno what to do with this subject.

Dear Albert Einstein,
Would you like to gimme a little piece of your brain sir?
Just for doing this physics problem.
Please please please

Chaching Chaching !

Justin Bieber is a great singer, or may be more than that. He is a wonderful musician, because he’s not only good at sing, but also in creating song, and playing some music instruments. His fame grows up from you tube, and he proves that he’s do worthy to be famous. He went round the world to hold his concert. And you know what? He came to Indonesia!

Can you imagine how excited I was? This rare moment was really special. Unfortunately, he came here when I have to prepare a lot of thing for my final national examination. No waaaaay! I should be there with some beliebers, I should be there to be his one less lonely girl and I should be there to meet him. No matter what! But what could I do at that time? Because still, my future is more important than went to Jakarta and see him from the audience sit.

But still, I can’t lie that I really want to be there, to see his face, to sing with him, to hold his hand may be and whatever. I just wanna see him with real, not only his picture. I can describe him no word. These words are still can’t describe how incredible he is. Help me! I can’t stop for praising him.

If you think that I did nothing for his concert, you were totally wrong. I asked my father all the time, let’s draw this scene on mind!

One day in the early morning, I made my self until I was this close to my father. Then, here come the conversation between a Dad and his little angel.

Me   : “Yah, there will be Justin Bieber Concert in Sentul, at April 24^th.”

Dad  : “Yeah, I know dear, I found it on the newspaper.”

Me   : “What do you think yah?”

Dad  : “I think it will be good, because he has a lot of fan right?”

Me    : “Yes yah, you’re right! And do you know yah? I am one of them”

Dad  : “Great, so?” (seemed like he already know what is in my mind)

Me   : “May I go there? please…”

Dad  : “For what? There’s nothing you can get there.”

Me    : “I wanna see him closer”

Dad  : “Television and internet can make you see him closer, than sitting on the audience seat which is so far from the stage unless you have the VIP ticket”

Me   : “But, at least it is real yah”

Dad  : “Sorry, but you said that you wanna see him closer, so I think it’s ok if it is not real I think”

Me    : “Please yah, let me go there…”

Dad  : “I am sorry dear. You should prepare your self for your national exam. And I will not spend my money for something which is not really important like that, dear”

Me   : “It’s ok if you don’t let me go there, but please yah… don’t say that it’s not important, because it is really important for me. Hopefully you’ll let me come to his next concert, for paying your mistake.”

Dad  : “Haha, finally you give up, huh? What mistake dear?”

Me   : “Your mistake is saying that this thing is not important.”

Dad  : “Hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”

That was my (not really) hard work to ask my father’s permission and his money. Unfortunately, his concert is too far from my home, so it will take more money to get there. Actually, I do agree with him, that it is better if we use our money for something which is more important than this, but it doesn’t mean he can call it as an unimportant thing. :p

Oh God, If I am a billionaire. I can buy everything I want, books, clothes, dresses, bags, and some other stuff.  I can have all Bieber’s album, My World, My World 2.0, Never Say Never, Under the Mistletoe and Believe. I can buy his entire book, Never Say Never, One Step to Forever and Just Getting Started. Then, absolutely I can go to the next Justin’s Concert, BELIEVE TOUR without giving any trouble to my father. Yeaaaahh…. ‘cause I am a Billionaire.

“Yeah, cause I am a BILLIONAIRE, Guys !”

JEALOUSY

I would be so smart

I would be so pretty

I would be so beautiful

I would be so cheerful

I would be loved by everyone because I’m so kind

I would be so happy because I can get what I wanted the most

That’s just if I were her

Then I realize,

I’m not her.

I’m not too pretty and beautiful as her, well those things are relative

I’m not too smart as her, but I still pretty smart to thank to God for his gift

Then I realize,

It doesn’t matter how smart she is

It doesn’t matter how pretty and beautiful she is

But, the thing that really matter is, she got what I wanted the most

May be if I were her, I could get that

Then I thought that it will be good to be like her, who is really charming

But I SHOULD realize that,

That thing would be impossible, because I’m not her

And then I think about it (again)

Then I realize,

It’s better to be loved the way I am

I can be nice to everyone, just if I’m cheerful

I can be cheerful, just if I feel no more jealous upon her

Hating my self because I don’t have the thing she has is really terrible thing to do

So, I start to love my self with everything I have now

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