Wednesday, November 7, 2012

A Marvel from The Magic Sentences


Senior high school is my new world. It was totally new. I should walk away from my comfort zone, far away from my great save area. I have to obey the rule and I should live with some strangers in a weird place. I call it as dormitory. Everyone seems so cruel and individualist at first, my room is also very different with my previous one, isn’t a roomy room, and one worse thing is I should share it with another 5 students. Unfortunately, they gave me bad first impression. And it was succeed on make me under pressure of being their roommate.
We lived together, but we have our own life and world. No talk, no laugh and even no smile. I need to change it I thought, I want them to stand up together with me. But, how can I do that if I couldn’t make my own feet stand up at that time. I got the point, so if I want to change it all, firstly I should make my self strong enough.
When I try it out, it was not as easy as it seem. I can’t do that by my self. I need other person to help me. I usually have my super best friends beside me. But, if you still remember, I was far away from my comfort zone at that time. I need to help my self by myself. No matter how hard it is, I still keep trying. And still, it isn’t working. I fell down, again, again, and again. Finally I cried.
I couldn’t stop crying for three days, and then I decided to call my perfect two. They are my mom and dad. I know it was also really hard for them to let me live far away from them. But they were still trying to make me calm. Actually my mother didn’t do it well. I know what she felt was as same as I felt. She was as sad as me, because I still could hear her panic and worried voice there. But my father did.
He successfully made me calm, with his unique funny style. He told me some joke so I laughed while I’m crying. Yeah, he makes me stand whenever I’m down, and he makes me walk even though I can’t make my feet move. He acted as a professional motivator at that time, with his magic sentences I could make my thought came true. I could change my self. I could make my feet stand up strongly. And if I fall down again, I’ll remember the thing his said “You are the one who should adapt with your environment, because you can’t force it to adapt to you. But remember, you can still control it.” Then those magic sentences will magically raise me up, up, up and up.