Senior high school is my new
world. It was totally new. I should walk away from my comfort zone, far away
from my great save area. I have to obey the rule and I should live with some
strangers in a weird place. I call it as dormitory. Everyone seems so cruel and
individualist at first, my room is also very different with my previous one, isn’t
a roomy room, and one worse thing is I should share it with another 5 students.
Unfortunately, they gave me bad first impression. And it was succeed on make me
under pressure of being their roommate.
We lived together, but we
have our own life and world. No talk, no laugh and even no smile. I need to
change it I thought, I want them to stand up together with me. But, how can I
do that if I couldn’t make my own feet stand up at that time. I got the point,
so if I want to change it all, firstly I should make my self strong enough.
When I try it out, it was
not as easy as it seem. I can’t do that by my self. I need other person to help
me. I usually have my super best friends beside me. But, if you still remember,
I was far away from my comfort zone at that time. I need to help my self by
myself. No matter how hard it is, I still keep trying. And still, it isn’t
working. I fell down, again, again, and again. Finally I cried.
I couldn’t stop crying for
three days, and then I decided to call my perfect two. They are my mom and dad.
I know it was also really hard for them to let me live far away from them. But
they were still trying to make me calm. Actually my mother didn’t do it well. I
know what she felt was as same as I felt. She was as sad as me, because I still
could hear her panic and worried voice there. But my father did.
He successfully made me
calm, with his unique funny style. He told me some joke so I laughed while I’m
crying. Yeah, he makes me stand whenever I’m down, and he makes me walk even
though I can’t make my feet move. He acted as a professional motivator at that
time, with his magic sentences I could make my thought came true. I could
change my self. I could make my feet stand up strongly. And if I fall down
again, I’ll remember the thing his said “You are the one who should adapt with
your environment, because you can’t force it to adapt to you. But remember, you
can still control it.” Then those magic sentences will magically raise me up,
up, up and up.
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