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How to Make My Dream Come True (JOURNAL)

The Date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I want to be a tax official,

That’s why; I don’t have a big want to have college in other country.

I want to continue my study at STAN.

But, my other dream is to be a dentist.

Because those two things have a same portion, so it makes me confuse.

Which major I should take.

My want to go aboard is only 50%.

And it is so dangerous.

Because, if we have two things,

we must choose one of them,

so  we can focus on it.

For now, I still don’t know which one I should choose,

But I’m sure; later on I will get the best thing for my life.

To make that dream comes true, I not need to do too much things.

I just need to chase and believe on it.

With all of my efforts, with all of my ability, with all of my chances that God has already given to me,

With all of my patient, with all troubles, with all helps,

With all supports and also with all tears

And the important one is, with all of my will.

Because, if I don’t have a will, all of them will be nothing. :D

My Own Way to Study (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

When I was in elementary school, and junior high, I did my study if there is homework or a test. Actually until now, I still do that. But, fortunately and unfortunately my teachers always give me homework. It’s mean that I have to study every day

When I have test, it’s mean that I should memorize some matter form my lesson, according to me my ability in memorizing something is not so good. It should be a sign first, and then I can remember the other part. So, I try the find a way that can give me the sign.

I haven’t got it yet, until I followed a test. The aim of this test is, to make us know, in which way our study will be optimal. And the result is, I’m a visual. So, it will be easier for me if I study with picture or color. I make the place, the picture or the color as the ‘pancingan’.

I can get the thing that the teacher explain to me, but I can’t remember it if I’m not repeat it. So, I should study again at dorm.

There are so many activities at dorm. So, I only have limited time to study. Usually, I will finish my other work except study first. Such as, washing my cloth, make tidy my room and do my homework. If I already finished all of them, I’ll study bout the lesson that I’ll get in the next day. But, I do it if I still have enough strength. If I already very sleepy, I’ll go to bed. Because, I think it will be useless if I force my self to study while I feel sleepy, I’ll get nothing from it. So, if I’ll go to bed early. And then try to get up early morning in order to study.  But, usually I’m afraid I can’t get up early, so for preparation, before going to bed, I will read some matter first, so I’ll not be a blind student when the teacher explain to me at the next day.

“Want to make my parents happy with the entire thing I do.

Specially proud of my achievement.

But, if I can’t make them happy,

at least I will not make them sad.”

So, I work hard in order to get good score, although sometimes there are some persons say that a score is not important. Because, it is the only way for my parents to see how far I understand the matter, how hard I study, and how is my condition in this school.

The One Who Inspires Me (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I ever knew a person. He lives in Bondowoso, he is about 48 years old. I know him well, although he isn’t perfect, but he is a very good person. He is such a humorist person, so he often makes his friend or anyone around him laugh. I think it is a kind of share the happiness, and only a few people can do that. We live in this world together with other person, right? I’m sure that we have our own opinion about other, whether it is good or not. If I see from my point of view, there are many persons who like him, because of his kindness.

When I was junior high student, I met him everyday. Its make me know what kind of person he is. He is a discipline person. He can manage his time very well. I never seen he works in a hurry. He always does it calmly, because he knows the time. Really want to be like that. He is often angry to me, because I’m his opposite. Haha. When he works in calm, I work in a hurry. When he works quickly, I work slowly. So, I often make him wait for me, because I’m late. Actually, I want to be like him, to be on time. But it is so hard. I’m still trying.

Talk about his anger. He can manage it too. He wouldn’t angry so sudden. He always remind me first, when I still repeat the thing that he doesn’t want me to do, he will angry to me. But not with high intonation, he just asks me to sit with him. Then he talks about many things with me. He often tells me about his story life. And he makes me understand about my mistakes. It is a good way for make me change my bad behavior.

He is so wise, discipline, patient, humorist, and also a kind person. He always works on his best. 

He is my father.

Every good thing he does, make me admire him. He inspires me to be a person that should lead our self. It’s mean that, I should make a good decision for my self. I try to being a discipline person, being a patient person, and being a nice person for other. It is a little bit hard, but it is also really good.

I’ll try with all my best, to be like him, even more I want to be better than him. J

Who I am and What I Want to be (JOURNAL)

The date I wrote this "10th GRADE JOURNAL"

I’m vidya, 15 years old. I was born in Bondowoso on 24 February 1996. Actually, it’s hard for me to express who I am. But, I’ll try.

In ESL class, Mrs. Diah gave me a piece of paper that consists of some question. I should answer that question and each answer choice have different score. Then, the score will define me, in what side I should belong to. And the result is I include in half-positive side. Well, I agree with that, because I have some positive and negative side. For positive side, I’m a girl that really easy to forgive someone faults, I think I’m loyal and sometimes I can make my friend laugh with my foolish joke. For the negative side, I’m a pessimistic girl, I often can’t believe in my self for doing something that need big responsibility. But, right know, I just knew that I can do it. For example in get Sampoerna Academy scholarship. I believe that I can get it, and finally what? Finally I really get it. The other negative side of me is I’m very easy to cry. I cry to express my anger and my sadness. Fortunately, I have a lot of friends that understand me. They are including into the top five worth thing for me.

Here they are…

1.      God

2.      Parents (Family)

3.      Best Friend

4.      Teacher

5.      Friend

Right now, I live with a lot of friends in dorm, although it is very hard, but I like to live there. I can learn many things about life in this dorm. I just realized that, Life without my parents is really hard. But, I should survive. In this dorm, I learn more about share, discipline, respect and thankful. I’m sure that little by little, my negative side will be gone. Such now, I can believe in my self, and I can hold my tears to fall down, although, sometimes I still can’t do that. I can be more discipline; I always have plan for the thing what to do. But, it is still hard to realize it. hehe ^^v.

Well, with all negative and positive side that I have, I still do my best to reach my goals. My goals are… be a good girl, be a good Muslim, be a good friend, be a good leader, be a good student. If you ask me which one I have reached. My answer is NOTHING. Hahaha. I mean that all those things still in the process. So, sometimes I can be a good friend and sometimes I can’t control my self.

Beside those goals, I have the other want. But, it’s can change every time. Until now, I want to be a tax committee or a dentist.  But, tomorrow that wants may be change. May be tomorrow I want to be an English teacher, the next day I want to be a businesswoman or something else. I hope, I can reach my goals first. Because I think, if all my goals have reached, it will make me easier to get my want. Amen.

Have some sentences that I use for motivate my self, like a cheer for me. I often said it when I try to make my self calm down. Here they are…

“The day just started, it just the beginning.”

“Every day is hard, but every day will be past.”

“Do something important, forget the useless one.”

“Believe in God, Believe in you.”

Actually, I just want to tell you that, Vidya today is not same with Vidya in 2 months ago.

JOURNAL

 Here I will publish my 10th grade journal.

 When I was 10 grader student, I should collect my journal with a certain theme.

 We should write it down, and make this journal becomes very interesting.
 Make it colorful, unique or wahtever.

 And tonight, when I was walking around my laptop's file.

 I found them, Inside a folder titled "JOURNAL".

 Then I got an Idea to publish it all, with some additional picture.

 But, without putting any additional words.

 I wonder if I could compare this journal, to my post on this blog.

Dormitory Fighter

     Saturday, 9th February was the first day I met them. The extraordinary children which live around my dormitory. I really put my hope upon their parents. Why? 

     This is the way they get here. My friends and I are the member of DORMITORY FIGHTER. I do call it like that because, we have to do our community service at dormitory. At first, the subject is the staff, and security. And it was really hard, because most of them don't have much time to sit and learn English together with us. Some of them have to finish their job, and some wanna go home. Because of it, the member of this program is decreasing time by time. Until there's no one stay.

    Then the captain of DORMITORY FIGHTER got an idea. 2 weeks before Saturday, 9th February. He asked us to discuss if we want to change the subject. May be we can give some utilitarian lesson to Tlogowaru People, we try to spread English  not only inside dormitory, but also outside. Then we went around, we propose it to Pak Lurah, RW, and even RT. We need their help get some information about this region. That was the first trial, and it didn't work.

    Actually, I'm not sure that we could make it work. But MEMED, the captain always cheer us up. We keep working on this project, looking for the children who need our help in order to increase their ability in English. We visit their home, unfortunately the children were at school, their parents met us and ask us about this program. We told them that we will help their child to study English, they gave a really good response. But, honestly I still put a doubt upon them. I'm afraid if they can't make their child come to us. We already got some parents's signature, we only need to wait their sons and daughters come to us at the next Saturday, at 9th of February.

    Then I realize, I shouldn't put a doubt to the parents. Because they really did what they already told to us, they ask their child to come to this dormitory. And here they are...

   So glad to see this part, it was a way different with my first thought. They are really active, and some of the are too active, and call it talkative. Hehe. This multipurpose room became so crowded at that time. Full of their joy.

    We divide the group based on their class, and hopefully I can give a hand to 6th grade student. This camera caught the bashfulness through their face. That is Me, Robik, Devi, and Zulva. I like them, and I hope they do like me.

ELEMENTARY STUDENTS GROUP

I'm so glad, and This is the thing called SELF-SATISFACTION.

Keep your work, DORMITORY FIGHTER !

 

Let Go

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PUZZLE

We have a puzzle. No, We used to have a puzzle.

We need a really hard work to complete it.

When it is almost complete, sometimes the wind broke it down.

Sometimes the pieces lost.

And sometimes we get bored to pay an attention to this puzzle.

I used to said this "This puzzle may not perfect. But, the effort to keep and complete it, will become the best effort I ever did, with you."

Now, we are not only lost some pieces of this puzzle.

May be you didn't realize it.

May be it is too late for me to realize it.

But, the fact is we've lost the whole puzzle.

No, we didn't lost it.

It is OK if this puzzle never gonna be complete.

But, I'll not throw this 'uncompleted puzzle' to the trash-can.

Because it used to be my pride, it used to be my favorite and it is MY EVERYTHING.

I put this puzzle in a box, certain box.

Put the box in a special place.

Sometimes I miss it so much,

When I can't hold it, I'll come to the box.

But I don't want to get hurt by looking inside.

I try to not open the box.

I try to let the puzzle stay inside.

With its last condition, uncompleted.

Because we are too weak to fix it up.

Because we are too selfish to keep it.

Because you have no passion on it anymore.

Because there is another wonderful puzzle.

Because I always follow my anger.

Because I'm too tired to hold everything.

I'm sorry.

Well, Finally...
This is the end of your effort, my effort, ours. :')

The Lighter Side, The Darkest Side

      The almighty God is the even-handed. God give me a lot of things in this two weeks. If you ever feel the freshness of the rain, you may also ever feel the rough wind among them. God gives me the white, gives the black. Gives me bright, gives me the dark. Gives me the happiness and also its enemy. Sadness. I thank to God for the surprise at the beginning of this month. Painful enough to attack this heart, but also good enough to make this heart stronger. I don't know what is God's plan. But I wont stop trying to understand. Stop talking about the dark side. God also give me a plenty beautiful thing, My old friend, send me an email, which is really beautiful. He told me about everything happened while I'm not there with him, or may be I was there but I didn't realize that those beautiful thing was happening at that time. I really thank to God who gives this idea to him. Yeah, after the hurricane comes the rainbow.

What The Diversity Does

I love puzzle so much. I love their differences in shape, color and even the picture in every piece. I love the way they attach together to complete each other. I love the way they make a great shape or picture with they differences. Their diversity makes them looks good when they are together. Can you imagine? Just if every pieces of puzzle have the same picture on it. They won’t have a great picture even if they are together. This is a puzzle with different color and shape. Let’s see what they can do with their diversity.

See? Diversity is beautiful

Diversity makes us looks good together. That’s it. Everyone in this world lives with the diversity, whether they want it or not. But I think, most of people right now are very good in accepting the diversity. They can live together even if they have different cultures, religion and so on. This diversity helps them to know each other, to know the other world. If they want to live happily in the diversity, they should have a thing called ‘tolerance’. Tolerance is Diversity’s soul mate. Tolerance will make the diversity beautiful. Don’t try to separate them, the diversity and tolerance, even if it is only once, because it will destroy everything.

I have a story. It is about my best friend and I. Her name is Ana, her hometown is Bondowoso. So, it makes her really good on ‘Bahasa Madura’ which is her vernacular. And me, yes my hometown is also Bondowoso. But, both of my parents are come from another town, which have ‘Bahasa Jawa’ as their vernacular. So, it makes me follow them. I rarely use ‘Bahasa Madura’ at home because my father will be mad at me. I can speak on both language Java and Madura, but I’m not really understood if someone speaks in ‘bahasa madura’ very fast, while Ana can’t understand ‘Bahasa Jawa’ at all.

The funny moment is, when both of us visiting each other home. Ana will be confuse with the language used by my family and I. She often asks me about the meaning, and I explain it to her. This thing is always happen. Sometimes, she also imitates my family’s word and she tries to do it with the same accent. And it is really funny. I wish I could hear it right now. This thing is not only happen to her, but also me. I often ask her about what her family means, because I can’t understand some of their words. I love to be her friend. This diversity doesn’t disturb our friendship, and it never will.